Second week of new job. Upbeat energy running low.
Not a bad way of draining; the people are quite nice. (Saying this as an ambivert.)
It’s hard to blend in a big group, cuz naturally survives better in small group instead. So when there are a few extroverts in the group, in an environment that I’m not familiar with, I just tend to back out.
I can hardly warm up myself to people. Not sure if I want to change this. But for now, I guess I’ll just be cold to people who are cold to me.